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John 16 - What does it take to believe?

 

John 16 - What does it take to believe?

By the end of John 16, Jesus had done countless miracles, preached some amazing sermons, transformed so many lives, and developed a close and personal relationship with his disciples. So, when reading these verses, I am just utterly confused on so many levels.

“I came from the Father and entered the world; now I am leaving the world and going back to the Father.” Then Jesus’ disciples said, “Now you are speaking clearly and without figures of speech. Now we can see that you know all things and that you do not even need to have anyone ask you questions. This makes us believe that you came from God.” “Do you now believe?” Jesus replied.” - ‭‭John‬ ‭16:28-31‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Seriously, this now makes us believe that you came from God?!?! I don’t know about you, but that is quite shocking. It’s also a bit surprising how Jesus replies to them. Just four words here are used, but I read them as loving, compassionate, and caring. I am not sure that is how they were said; maybe John interpreted it that way. But, Jesus doesn’t go off, or light into them. Jesus actually follows up this statement with more love and compassion. 

“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” - ‭‭John‬ ‭16:33‬ ‭NIV‬‬

This all leaves me with a critical question: what does it take to believe? The disciples got a front-row seat to it all, and we see how they wavered on so many levels. If I am honest, this does confuse me, but it also comforts me as well. There are far too many times in my life that I struggle with belief. I want to believe, but often I fall short. Not so much that Jesus is who he says he is, that Jesus is the Son of God and Man...I rarely struggle with that, but often I struggle with the nuance beyond that. Wrestling with pain and suffering, death and loss of life, struggling to really comprehend and believe blindly some of the stereotypical Christian responses to all the areas of unbelief. Looking at science and some interpretations of the Bible and just struggling to see how one might believe what they believe. Yep, today twenty-six years into my journey with Christ as a Christian, I still wrestle and struggle with areas of belief. 

So, amid that struggle, I am thankful that Jesus’ disciples that walked with, talked with, and did life with struggled with belief as well. A key for me is I have come to a place where I do not have to have all the answers to believe. I have also come to a place where I can separate who Jesus is and all the nonessential things that get wrapped around Christianity that I have the most struggle with. I wholeheartedly believe Jesus came from God, that Jesus is the Son of God and Son of Man, that Jesus has overcome the world. 

So, what does it take to believe? I suppose that depends on what you are choosing to believe. I find great peace in knowing and believing Jesus has overcome the world, the Gospel, and everything else I am ok wrestling with. 



 
thoughtsTerry Storch